Obscure it is.

  Here I am; standing at the crossroad
    Confuse; as to why, where, when and how.
       Life has burdened me with tons of load,
       Crumblin and suffering unable to decide my choices now.

     Helpless, Deprived, Blamed and Criticized;
                I stand with no options in mind.
                   In dilemma; with lots of questions
           Answers to none of those I can find.

                          Throw out of my steady state:
      Life seems to be giving me it's hardest of times.
       Foggy and Cryptic seems my future,
Awaiting the time when I get my share of happiness to taste.